there once was a boy.
a boy i cared a great deal about.
however, being the stupid girl that i was and am, i decided, without consulting him, that there was no way he would care about me a great deal in return.
with age comes, hopefully, wisdom.
looking through the corrective lenses of hindsight, i realize that in fact, he did.
as a matter of fact, i think he continued to for some time.
i have no idea why.
i'm sure i didn't deserve it.
but the part that shatters me the most: recognizing this means i must come face to face with lost opportunity.
the possibility that opportunity has been lost permenantly.
i held a torch for the opportunity's return for a long while.
but sadly, that torch is nearly extinguished.
i fear that i must now embrace my position and accept it for what it is.
i must let go of what could have been.
beacause what could have been, is not what is.
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